Tremors of the Mind

I cant shake it out. It comes in pounding and thrashing about, stopping all previous involvement. Questions, Wonderments, Ideas, Feelings........ I know what this is. Its reminiscent of the past. Ive known this before, but it was so long ago. I thought I'd forgotten it all. I thought......

Do we speak in code? Or do we think in code, and hence we speak without understanding? I do not know.

I do know if you want something you just have to go for it. You do what is necessary to accomplish your goals and tasks at hand. This is something i am good at.